Friday, December 22, 2006
it's long time since i updated my bloggie! jux a short summary for 2day.. went to SGH to visit my grandma tis evening.. she suffered mild stroke in the morning den hospitalised... luckily doesn't affect much on her extremeties... jux tad her hand abit weak... abit excited wen going SGH! seeing terms tad i'm familiar with... scientific scientific one! haha! sometimes really like my course... make me knowledgeable about my own body, sickness.. now learning pharmacology.. understand more abt drugs and route of administration blah blah... haha.. everytime share some knowledge wih my papa but forever is like ~playing piano to a cow~ haha! imagine one day i sick den go see doctor.. ask the doctor wad is the aetiology, pathophysiology blah blah.. bombard him wih all the scientific terms... if give me drug mux ask wad's the pharmacodynamics or kinetics.. haha.. fun sia! go operation mux ask wad's the anaesthesia dosage and by which route of administration... i tink sure die after ask finished.. haha!
while listening to the adults talk i suddenly felt very heavy.. like no energy, reckless and wanted to sleep.. walk around hoping will feel better.. i lean on my papa and told him i'm hungry.. i tink i no energy so he can't hear.. den my mouth like can't control keep mumbling papapapa wen i tried to tell my father i not feeling well.. den nxt min, i dropped to the ground.. no energy at all.. can't see or hear clearly wad's going around me.. all white.. jux knew someone help me up and make me sit one the chair.. the nurse keep asking me if i'm alright.. i can't answer.. like the whole body not mine.. separated frm my brain.. keep yawing and wanted to vomit.. very not well... heard my aunt say -her lips all white her hands very cold- i was like really?? my whole mind is ~fish head, fish head~ my sis bought me hot milo.. felt better after drinking.. at least the body came back to senses.. my head & back sweating like shit.. the room very windy but the sweat keep coming out... my father sae cold sweat... felt very sorry.. i came to visit my grandma den in the end she worried for me.. haix.. 1st time fainted in public... so paiseh.. they ask me wad happen... told them i suddenly felt hungry den keep thinking abt fish head... more hungry until faint... they laugh... so bad... funny mehx? (i noe whoever read tis sure will laugh... sure say all i can tink abt is food.. rite?) they thot i can't stand the medicine smell.. my big uncle came after tad den my aunt go tell him i faint.. he joke joke sae got extra bed in my ah ma's ward.. can accompany my ah ma.. den everyone laugh including me... can laugh means okie liaox..
the nurse asked me to go see doctor... but i dun dare.. later tell me got tis sickness or wad i scared.. consultation onli oso ex.. tis not my 1st time fainting oso... frequently got dizzy spells but is happen at home.. at least i got a bed to rest once it strike... will go off very fast oso.. today is the worst one... haix.. cannot go off hungry anymore.. how lazy oso must eat.. went for fish head dinner at the market originally frm chinatown one.. oh my god! tad's so fabulous! no wonder fainted oso can tink of it... k la... stop here... wanna watch survivor... nitex!
hope continues; 10:25 PM;
