Tuesday, November 28, 2006
tues was a very extreme day for me.. was late for the test due to slow driver and red lights all the way! in mbio quiz, the last qn was easy to score & i thot i confirm will get full marks.. so didn't check the calculations properly.. after the test double check ans wih my frens.. so many got the same ans but differ frm mine! surely mux have careless mistake! i supposed i'm too over confident in myself recently! so frustrated over myself! hate myself for being confident... so many projects coming up and term test coming too... mct quiz sux! sure won't score well.. 7qn-50marks-30min how to complete sia! some more i noe the ans for the paper but no time to complete! i write very fast le and dun care abt neat handwriting still can't complete! see the paper gone like tad! the stress accumulated until tues was so tremendous tad i broke down twice... once in csas lesson.. and before mct tutorial.. went to the window and cry.. another blow wen i got back my mct tutorial quiz and i got 0.. den got pop tutorial quiz again! sure cmi oso.. haix.. forget it larx.. i tink no matter how hard i tried oso no use.. tad was wad i tink tad moment.. really no mood tad noon! many thots rush thru my mind.. got myself back after a while.. it's not too late tad i noe my mistake.. i mux try again! cannot let stress trample me! i dun believe i forever cannot get my goal! start anew!
around evening went to meet my sec skool frens for movie.. so long nvr see them! miss them alot.. didn't tink much abt my stress.. it is a rare chance to meet my frens.. dun wanna dampen the spirits.. watched stepped up.. was not bad.. funny.. haha.. like the small SHHH!! girl.. haha.. the finale was great! was feeling much more better after meeting my frens.. very long didn't noe i still have so many good frens... a gathering once in a while is good.. but it's a pity tad rizal didn't come.. hope to see him in nxt gathering...
frens are hard to come by.. no matter how many misunderstanding stand between the friendship, we should not give up one another.. for they are the best gifts in world.. not alone in tis world wih the warmth!
hope continues; 12:20 AM;
Friday, November 24, 2006
went to marina bay to celebrate sally's birthday.. was quite early wen we reached (6+pm) so very little ppl.. no ppl will fight wih us! the steamboat dinner was fun! shuhui went to take the meat stuffs and she really took alot! haha.. den i aimed the chilli crabs and fried buns! sally love "lala"..she took some vege for the soup.. we very cooperative..take turns to cook.. sally was the bravest one to battle against the live prawns! press the prawn until can't jump.. den shuhui went to try.. she 1st time steamboat very excited.. she kept forgetting her bbq chic and meat.. many times almost overcook... i was eating most of the time..hee..felt bad tad they cook prawns for me den i decided should contribute too.. but tad stupid prawn act dead! wen i put on e bbg plate it jumped! scare me larx! i screamed like shit.. lose face larx! shuhui laugh at me some more.. paiseh man! e stupid prawn keep struggling on the table! deserve it man! can die fast dun wan..create trouble for itself! *orh bi gud* after calming down den start to cook prawns.. many ppl start coming at nitex.. got tis grp of dun noe is jcs or sec skools one.. very big grp and many girls... feel like slapping them.. keep screaming larx.. dun noe is the prawn thing or lizard.. so noisy.. no self respect one.. wanna attract attention.. disturb our fun.. den the meat left alot and we force ourselves to complete scared will kena fine... like marathon..haha.. left two crabs.. can't swallow le.. shuhui decide to tear up the corpse and bury it under our debris.. yeah! finished! so bloated after the steamboat..
went to marina square after tad wih sally to buy present for her brother.. asked shuhui to go home 1st cox was quite late den and she live in tampines.. luckily she nvr follow us.. we run frm shop to shop to search for presents.. most of them gonna close soon.. in the end settled on a brown belt and a necklace.. $50++.. quite envious tad she had older siblings.. got ppl to dote on her.. my sis often sing opposite tune frm me.. not much in common in everything.. haix.. but at least i'm not alone jux tad i have to care instead of being on the receiving end..
*_end of story_*
hope continues; 11:47 PM;
Friday, November 17, 2006
You take a while to fall in love with someone.
Trust takes time.
You give completely and unconditionally in relationships.
You need your space and privacy.
You don't like to be smothered.
You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change.
You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back.
When you fall, you fall hard.
hope continues; 1:30 PM;
You're a deeply happy and content person, and you enjoy sharing your cheer with others.While you may seem like a simple optimist, there is a lot of thinking going on inside you.
The purpose of your life: bringing joy and a better life to others
Famous yellows include: Conan O'Brien, Jenny Mccarthy, Jim Carrey
Careers for you to try: Athlete, Actor, Yoga Instructor
hope continues; 1:30 PM;
Thursday, November 02, 2006
nth to do so decided to blog... jux eat finish my marshmallow... nice.. i like candies! lols.. anyway 2day jux went for the NE talk abt security.. dun noe why i so attentive even though i got zero interest in it.. jux went for the sake of SEAL points! but at least i show some respect.. ppl (yr1s) in the row in front of us so damn rude larx! leave in the middle of the forum! one of the speaker asked the qn on wad should the ppl do wen in time of war.. the MC saw the grp leaving and sae "dere...they run away wen there's war.." feel so paiseh for our skool.. got guests present lorx.. haix! dun noe wad to sae.. anyhow one..
yesterday MCT lec so suay.. i was late.. nvr mind.. lizzie reserved seat for me.. wen i sit down i suddenly realised 'he' was jux sitting in the row in front of me and a few seats to the right! wow! can't believe i so lucky! can't concentrate wih such close proximity! quickly sms sally abt my excitement den she replied sae i horny..lolx.. she teach me to pretend my pen drop to his side den.......HAHA! but didn't saw her reply until lec finish.. sayang ah! whole time was observing him.. he like no nid take down notes one sia! jux sit back and listen... really sit back one lorx.. his brain so good mehx.. he so shuai wen he looks serious! lolx... den tad stupid teacher shoot qn to my class.. at 1st to valerie.. i confirm won't kena one.. forever won't so i continue my admiration.. den suddenly JOAN LIM.. i was like ehhh..sounds familar lehx.. very very familar....oh shit! kena called man! so paiseh larx! forget is my name.. used to being called joanne.. suddenly dun noe wad to do.. give crap ans.. thanx to tad stupid teacher help me publicise my name for free.. dun noe he heard anot.. lolx... so paiseh... feel like digging a hole for myself to hide.. tis 2 weeks oso quite lucky.. saw batman quite frequent... dun noe is he bcum muscular or fatter lehx.. like grew in size.. should be muscular larx.. lolx.. he so man and cute! guys who are manly, tanned, mature, cool and cute makes girls drool... lolx.. just like BATMAN! but sad-ed larx.. he graduating very soon.. sobsob.. no more ~ yang yan yang xin~ tonic le.. his my ~love at 1st sight~ HAHAHA! so hard to find good looking guys is ASc skool.. after batman leave den have to depend on 'he' to pamper my eyes.. but he always got tis fierce look and talk oso fierce.. and not tad muscular oso.. haix... batman batman.. i'm jux admiring them not having unnecessary fantasies abt them sort of.. who dun like to see handsome guys rite? i'm normal!
during 1st csas lesson.. we were giving a set of job hunt notes.. i keep making fun of the contents inside and oso tease adrian.. i told adrian tad his interest can put watching chio bu... got tis part in the DO & DON'T section sae dun submit a photo tad look like a criminal.. i laugh until like shit.. adrian oso sae smth very funny... i super high dun noe why... accidently pinch adrain wen i heard the bad news... bcum red sia... lolx.. dun mean to.. den complain to kent.. oh ya.. give them new names.. adrain is adrina back and kent is candy broke.. they live on brokeback mountain.. lolx.. in mr quek's lab.. lizzie and i shoot candy until he wanna cry... lolx.. who ask him dun believe me tad 13 000 g=rcf.. tink i toking crap... i learnt in DRP one lorx! idiot.. look down on my intelligience.. i tink i bcum i big bully in class... provoke me and u die.. lolx.. shit.. i should be kind and sweet... ya.. should be tis way...
hope continues; 8:38 PM;
You're a deeply happy and content person, and you enjoy sharing your cheer with others.