Tuesday, November 28, 2006
tues was a very extreme day for me.. was late for the test due to slow driver and red lights all the way! in mbio quiz, the last qn was easy to score & i thot i confirm will get full marks.. so didn't check the calculations properly.. after the test double check ans wih my frens.. so many got the same ans but differ frm mine! surely mux have careless mistake! i supposed i'm too over confident in myself recently! so frustrated over myself! hate myself for being confident... so many projects coming up and term test coming too... mct quiz sux! sure won't score well.. 7qn-50marks-30min how to complete sia! some more i noe the ans for the paper but no time to complete! i write very fast le and dun care abt neat handwriting still can't complete! see the paper gone like tad! the stress accumulated until tues was so tremendous tad i broke down twice... once in csas lesson.. and before mct tutorial.. went to the window and cry.. another blow wen i got back my mct tutorial quiz and i got 0.. den got pop tutorial quiz again! sure cmi oso.. haix.. forget it larx.. i tink no matter how hard i tried oso no use.. tad was wad i tink tad moment.. really no mood tad noon! many thots rush thru my mind.. got myself back after a while.. it's not too late tad i noe my mistake.. i mux try again! cannot let stress trample me! i dun believe i forever cannot get my goal! start anew!
around evening went to meet my sec skool frens for movie.. so long nvr see them! miss them alot.. didn't tink much abt my stress.. it is a rare chance to meet my frens.. dun wanna dampen the spirits.. watched stepped up.. was not bad.. funny.. haha.. like the small SHHH!! girl.. haha.. the finale was great! was feeling much more better after meeting my frens.. very long didn't noe i still have so many good frens... a gathering once in a while is good.. but it's a pity tad rizal didn't come.. hope to see him in nxt gathering...
frens are hard to come by.. no matter how many misunderstanding stand between the friendship, we should not give up one another.. for they are the best gifts in world.. not alone in tis world wih the warmth!
hope continues; 12:20 AM;
