...waiting quietly...hoping...

Last Friends

2008-05-16T21:34:00.000+08:00

Below is a trailer to the new japanese drama I'm watching currently! It has a great story plot and most of all Excellent OST by Utada Hikaru - Prisoner of Love!

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PS: I'm not gonna get myself an abusive boyfriend!

A New[S] Start!

2008-03-27T19:34:00.000+08:00

Unbelievable Interview - within 10min; 2 questions; Here's how it goes:

1) Fill in Application form

2) 2 question asked: "When will you be available? What's your expected salary?"

3) A 4min tour around the laboratories

4) Mr Kuan: "Ok! See you on 7 April!"

---ENDED---

To think I rehearsed the whole horrible interview scene at home for 2h in the morning for fear my stammering problem will happen again! None of the interview skills learnt in CSAS 4 was employed! Except writing a resume if that counts... I was in a complete "JOANNE SHOCKED" state! All that ran through my mind was "Are you sure? Are you sure?" With only this question in mind, I'd forgotten to ask how the working hours and days are like! GREAT! Just email-ed him the enquries.. Hopefully he doesn't find it funny to ask these qn after 10+h from interview! Anyway, the workplace is super near my house and just opposite of my primary school! If I manage to get the bike from my dad, it'll only be a 5min trip! Ok.. If I include the time spent on freaking out on the road and riding on narrow paths, that will take 1/2h I think! Nevertheless, transportation fee saved and adoption of healthy lifestyle! The place kinda ulu though.. From the 5min tour, I seen none shuai ge... Haix! Sianx! And have to deal with machines everyday! Quality control oh man! Hopefully everything goes well on my first day and the days to come! Pay?? Okok lo.. With all the debt to pay.. cpf deduction.. haix... really is Hard-Earned Money!

Maybe I should go for navy instead! $25 000 reimbursement and Salary $2000/mth and Shipping Allowance $500-$800... With that amount, my sister can get her PsP and settle her school fees, 42" LCD TV for my dad, and 8.2 mega pix camera and oversea studies for me! So tempting! $25 000 can do many wonders man! And maybe I can get myself a future navy officer spouse! After my 3 months probation, we shall see! NAVY WAIT FOR ME!

2008-01-06T01:50:00.000+08:00

XBT's family!

2008-01-06T01:00:00.000+08:00

Family members of XBT: Adrian, Charmaine, Gail, Joanne, Kent, Lizzie, YeTun!

Days with them were crazy indeed... study hard, play triple hard! sing like siao, dance like siao, lame like siao, dirty like siao, flirt like siao... everything's crazy! i love them! XBT (xiao bian tai) always!

2007-08-27T09:46:00.000+08:00

不值得-梦飞船

random recap..

2007-08-21T10:07:00.000+08:00

hmm! time to update my recent walkthroughs! lolx.. 2 mths since my last summary.. at least it's not half a yr.. haha! anyway.. i'm currently having my attachment in school.. you won't believe wad I had done in skool during attachment.. Cox we onli require 1 full day of SIP each week, so it meant that we have 4 days free for ourselves.. Major project already ended! so most of the time was watching anime and hibernating! HAHA! our supervisors trust us too much le.. haix.. sometimes felt so guilty.. but i'm a person who succumbs to temptations easily! so can't be help anyway! lolx! of cox will do literature search.. but tad's like 1/6 of my free time... better than nth..

where should i start my recap? hmm.. exam results! my MMic is not single digit fail! BUT! the suay-est thing ever could happen befall on me! it was supposedly to be a hard paper.. everyone feel like dying after tad.. but the most amazing thing was there were many A's, B's,C's... And 3 F's.. guess which catergory i fell under? wad the hell.. lottery oso not so lucky! the cohort so big and I'm right smack into the F's category! so 'LUCKY'! though is borderline fail.. but why i'm so 'lucky'?? rest of the modules was okay.. but not tad okay.. hopefully i do not need to extend my contract wih TP.. *pray*

went to the SP band concert last mth.. got stacey, qijun, xinyi, jijie, yl, sh and jiahao.. okay.. YY has becum the idol of many.. his section came in 2nd during their own intra-competition & performed their ensemble piece tad day.... he had made us proud! but we seems to throw his face alot.. haha.. other than lm n hy.. the rest had bid farewell to the band world.. lolx.. after tad concert was dinner.. 1st time played the 'murderer' with a story line.. made a couple of bloopers as usual.. kena all the laughings as usual.. haix.. I'm born to entertain ppl.. wad bloopers i'd made will not be elaborated.. jux made me feel more stupid.. went for steamboat dinner gathering cum eeling's bday celebration (4 Aug?).. got kassyn, jiaqi, cuiwen, yl, sh, tw, qijun, stacey, hy, lm, jh, eeling.. quite a big gathering.. the service was kinda "____" haix.. ate quite some.. cox it's the onli meal tad day.. slept until late afternoon so breakfast n lunch were skipped... erm.. some1 suggested to walk back to mrt instead of bus.. it's a loooonnngg journey! but funny.. haha.. lingemei was so scared.. keep kena scares frm sh n yl.. super lmao.. went to east coast for cycling the next day wih kassyn, sh, yl n tw.. all went to tw's hse to borrow bike.. my bike was the shortest n kiddo type.. arrgh.. was the 1st time i cycled on the road.. the trip almost cost my life man! balancing was terrible! sometimes can right smack into the pillar! i hate narrow paths, turns, slopes, cars! yl was all the time behind me lmao-ing.. idiot.. cannot stand ppl cycling beside or near me! got a tendency to bang into them.. my CNS always screwed up wen comes to cycling.. hands have a soul on their own.. haix.. bad experience.. was stressed the whole time.. practice makes perfect i guess.. was badly sun-burnt.. but my skin onli start to peel now.. lag sia.. went to watch ndp's fireworks wih tw, sh, yl, rizal n jh.. photo-taking.. the guys were camwhoring.. esp tw.. AS USUAL.. hmm.. fireworks looks the same after all.. lm n qijun joined us after tad.. stacey joined durin dinner..

went to zhang dong liang's campus concert last monday wih stacey n qijun.. he really can sing live leh.. not like some ppl like, show, who sounds nice only after sound modification n editing but live was aiyoyo cmi.. though quite enjoyable but kena pissed off by the fan club which dun noe hail frm where.. not TP students obviously.. so EXTRA and DISRUPTIVE and INCONSIDERATE! feel insulted by sitting in the same crowd as them.. and their fan club shirt was *vomit*.. the drawin of him sux with two less than 2mm in diameter eyes.. wth.. rest of the week's evening was spent in library wih stacey, qijun, yl n sometimes jh, jk.. supposedly was meant for revision purpose... but they kinda get distracted by games easily.. not me of coz.. i'm a keyboard idiot so no nid to mention abt playing online games.. buttons and my fingers dun go well wih each other.. we bcum like 9pm drama siao.. everytime 8.45 we quickly pack up n race to oppo. coffee shop to watch Bao Jia Wei Guo.. until the last episode.. lolx.. it's nice ok..

went to tw's grandma bday celebration's chalet cum bbq @ aranda country club.. got qijun, stacey, yl, sh.. qijun was bad wih his hands.. nid some polishing wih some basic skills eg. tearing aluminium foil.. aiyo.. bbq until 9 den off we go for our drama time! omg! the baby chihuahua named Baby was cute! so funny.. he just went onto yl's lap like tad.. guess yl had some animal pheromones tad atrracted Baby.. haha.. played the toy wih him.. his mouth not big enuf to bite.. so cute.. didn't always like Chihuahua but tad's exception.. baby animals are nice to play wih.. played the Indian poker.. penalties: an awful mixture of baron, carlsberg, lemon tea, blackcurrant syrup, water and chips... it's sh's day man.. haha! kena so many times.. oso murderer again.. and again the famous Joanne's bloopers... sianx.. y? y? y? wad's wrong wih me.. arggh.. anyway.. tw's sis not tad bad after all.. not as bad as they described her to be.. the rest went back left me, yl n tw.. played daidi wih yl and lost 7 times straight.. tw joined in I still lose terribly.. went out for a walk but end up using xinyi's laptop to play Deal or No Deal.. we can go on tad actual show liao... slept at ard 4+.. i got the best equipments: bed, blanket and pillow.. haha! the two of them use the poorer style of sleeping.. coughing like shit.. feel like tearing up my throat.. arrgh.. freezing cold some more.. woke up abt 7+ due to some power failure.. not so sure abt tad.. half awake only... den sleep until 11+.. quite a sumptous breakfast.. went back ard 2+..

band chalet gathering coming soon! i miss xq... didn't manage to catch up wih her for quite some time.. but she's staying over during chalet! yeah! till den.. bye bye!

Memories that we never would have..

2007-08-20T10:27:00.000+08:00

As he talks, I listens. The memories as a 1960's child still lingers deep within the 50-year-old him. He climbed the coconut trees, he jumped and swam the Singapore river, he caught the spiders...were what he always spoke of. The life back then was simple. Chickens, ducks, goats, cows roaming freely around the kampong sites. Healthy vegetables farmed with sweat and pain. A bowl of noodle that only cost 20cents. Two movies on the open ground with wooden chairs for 50cents. Black and white television was an expensive luxury. Always running off to the neighbour's house to watch the cartoons and the shows with 'flying' people and wired-hung clouds. Amazed with everything that appear on the black screen. Curry chicken, desserts made were shared among the kampong family. Everyone knew who's living at the left corner of the extreme sites. Locks were redundant objects. Every house welcomes anyone at the door. Being able to finish secondary education was like an university student now. An university student was found one out of fifty people, therefore was classified as the 'superheroes'. Education was not all that mattered. Caned for not doing homework was like playing playstation. It doesn't matter. They complained, parents said they deserved it. Sue-ing the teachers for abusing the kids never was in their dictionary. Being able to live each day with fun and adventures were what they wanted. Contentment. As he talks, I listens. With envy.

Thirty years from now, what will the memories as a modern child be for us? Recollection was hard, huh? Perhaps, all we do remember was how hard we slogged throughout our lives. After 20yrs of education, comes the job. Strive for higher posts. Promotion. More work. More money, perhaps. Better living? Hmm.. if u meant the luxuries. With all that in exchange of the natural essence of living. How will you define the meaning of life then? The time of life is quietly ticking away. Unnoticed. Humans, aged, ill-ed and died. If it was to stop today, have you live the life you want? Are you happy?

rounding up...

2007-06-09T11:53:00.000+08:00

a summary of my projects (within 6 weeks):
1. an old man who shits n urinates on his bed and live in a super unhygienic place..
tis jux turns me off wen i flip thru books wih super digusting pictures.. rotting toes (dry gangrene)... so damn disgusting!
2. stupid man kena appendicitis and went for appendectomy... and a baby kena food posioning!
tis jux confused us wih all the hypo/hyper-kalemia, hypo/hyper-natremia, hyper/hypo-volaemia and the worst thing is lecturer dun wanna give us a tiniest clue... and wad.. after all the research and confusion, concept wrong????????? wth...
3. dead boring statistics and quality control
i didn't get the chance to present! tad lecturer was bombarding so many qn!!!!!!!! and everything have to speed up and practically jux skip my part!
4. a family wih alien blood group
advice to all couples.. pls find some one who's Rh grp is same wih u... put tis criteria into ur partner finding list.. u dun wanna get a baby who kena hemolytic disease of newborn... and save the trouble of DCT,Ab screenin, inhecting Rhogam and wadso ever tests!
5. a man who lost so much blood have to transfuse so many times blood.....
wenever u get a blood transfusion and u're safe n sound.. be grateful to the med tech man! u nvr noe how many tests they have to perform! and if it's me... u won't be safe n sound le... i'll jux make sure u get desseminated intravascular coagulation!
6. a man who work in the petrol pump station and get aplastic anemia cos of benzene
jux quit the job... we should jux move forward to a more environmental friendly world... ban petrol! use noble gases...
7. pregnant woman who got iron deficiency anemia
wen u're pregnant pls make sure u get enuf iron supplement...
8. 2 cchm lab report! one on kent's urine (almost diagnosed him wih diabetes!) & other on TSH.
9. OSHA safety aspects presentation

(item 5 and 7 is due on last day of term test (which was yesterday), presentation on nxt tues and TSH report by next wed) may the lord be wih us...

Summary of term test:
Results are failing wih flying colours...
i jux hope mmic dun fail wih single digit! got 10/30 i happy le..

summary of 2 weeks' holidays

2007-01-01T22:16:00.000+08:00

16th deC went for tennis game in tp wih my sis, kassyn, seeheng, yongliang, teckwun, rizal, boonhwee, alif and qijun... was quite a lucky day for me.. lol.. suddenly tad day my tennis like improve alot... able to beat yl in one to one game and tw oso eat some balls.. tink my frens all shocked ba.. HAHA! dun look down on me lorx.. once i decide to strive for smth i'll put in my best! during time out we start to discuss abt DOHA game... of all the games i like swimming! other den hunks oso like to see the spirit of a sportsman! e badminton game was awesome during xing aiyee vs. korean! aiyee really have great potential! she make me start to like badminton! e commentor oso quite funny for tad game.. sounds like a singaporean commentor.. super supportive to spore! looking forward to seeing her in olympics!
conclusion frm DOHA:never give up even at the last min! believe and strive!

18th deC went to sentosa wih xuanQi, kassyn, teckwun, seeheng, yongliang, rizal, alif, qijun, jenkean, jiahao and yy papa.. at 1st was raining quite heavily but didn't really dampen much of our spirits! went to harbour front centre for groceries shopping den headed to market for lunch.. the rain cease wen we ate finish.. sat the shuttle bus in and tool the bus to palawan beach.. 1st time play volleyball... hand and fingers super pain sia... dun noe how they tolerate! keep praying dun get headshot! xq broke her finger nails.. veri eee... like torn frm the skin.. veri pain.. played dai di for a while den rain le.. took shelter at 7-11 den play dai di for rest of the day... went vivo food republic for dinner.. super ex... took many pics tad day...

25 Dec went for sumptious xmas dinner @ sempang bedok! got lingmei, stacey, yy, qijun, alif, jenkean, jiahao, terrence, rizal, boonhwee, yongliang, teckwun, seeheng... big dinner! shared food wih qj, stacey, lingmei, alif... spent $10.50 for me after split cost.. worth it.. our tables ordered all the food so yummy! miss the taste... yum yum! den original plan was to go bedok reservoir walk walk but went to qijun's hse downstairs to use toilet... end up stuck at clearwater.. went to the lounge to rest and unwrap presents.. didn't bought presents for time coz no time.. chat a little den play daidi wih rizal, yl, qj, lingmei, stacey alif & bh... daidi again.. haha.. a grp of gamblers.. we commoners so funny keep strategising.. dun wanna be asshole or prostitute... qj and i even change 1 card.. once onli.. bh like kena cursed.. the 3 of clubs curse.. keep bcumin asshole... HAHA! play until 11+ den outside keep raining.. rizal, terrence, me, qj, alif, jiahao, seesoon and jiahui went to yl's hse to ton.. drank the super nice tea frm rizal... they put so much sugar... i nvr put at all... the tea really veri nice even w/o sugar... play daidi whole nitez again wih terrence, rizal and yl.. wih penalties! at 1st is a bite of banana den bcum banana dipped in sugar! so yucky... end up eatting one whole banana.. luckily nvr kena the banana dipped in sugar.. change to peanut biscuits wih sugar.. kena constipated tad day... stupid banana... i tink i have grudge wih bananas in past life... play until 3,4am+ den everyone tired.. slp for a while.. i not tired so watch tv... went home around 5,6+..

26 deC went post-xmas shopping wih boon hwee and seeheng at suntec den marina square... spent around $50+ sia.. bought 5 gundam models... siao... but not original de.. haix.. but tw and yl dun appreciate it.. they should be happy they got gift take lorx... 1 nvr give present the other give wih price tags.. haix... super broke tad day.. stomach super pain.. tired day!

27 deC went bbq at pasir ris... raining!!!! met up wih xuanQi & cuiwen den ate dinner at white sands mac.. went to find rizal they all 1st at 'schruncy ball' (funky ball, lol) den see all juniors dere so decide to head for the pit... no place to sit inside tents so end up standing outside.. take pics and chat chat chat.. after send xq and cw home.. den veri sianx liaOx.. no choice.. join ppl in the tent to play daidi.. they change the asshole & prostitue titles to the pussy and dick... so crude! lol... half way thru the nitex was raining veri heavy and every1 start taking shelter in tent.. the 2nd tent filled wih guys and so many noise lar.. dun noe wad they doing in dere oso... lolx... the water keep seeping into the tent den we gave up & move into downtown mac.. can't sit still den went out to find the rest.. took pics.. suggested playing ice & water since so boring... regretted... super energy-sucking game... den tad stupid pepsi game... haven even start my 1st step kena stepped out by yl liaox.. went home around 6am+.. kena all the aches and cramps after came home... can't walk properly larx... walk super slow wen i went to run errands for my dad.. not gonna play again! even aik ying oso kena head bang..

31st deC... last day of 2006!!!!! went countdown wih xuanQi, cuiwen, lingmei, rizal, seeheng, yongliang, teckwun, alif, stacey and her sisters, qijun, jenkean, terrence @ esplnade... super sqeesey man! so scary wih so many blangah workers... luckily the guys are a little gentleman... look out for us... drizzle abit but we continued to stay... so much crap frm sh and yl... can't stand them... dun noe how old liaox still act young... the fireworks so nice!!!!!!!!!!! took bus to eunos den taxi to east coast... kena bullied by the crappy ppl... reach east coast mac den walk to hawker.. hawker close walk all the way back to mac!!!! blisters blisters!! nvr see sunrise at all!! they took breakfast at mac den walk to take 15 at taonan skool.. i took 135 home instead.. faster... reach home sleep until 1pm+ for lunch den slp until 6pm+... leg still pain...

tis term break is so well spent! gonna miss my frens wen skool starts... will cherish these memories veri much! thanx guys for all tis!! love you all! i nvr regret going to damai!!! i met so many wonderful frens!!! let's spent all the countdowns 2gether until 80yrs old!! den more and more ppl join tis gang!! our children and grandchildren! lolx... and we can 3,2,1 HAPPY NEW YEAR together!! yeah!!!

hungry...

2006-12-22T22:25:00.000+08:00

it's long time since i updated my bloggie! jux a short summary for 2day.. went to SGH to visit my grandma tis evening.. she suffered mild stroke in the morning den hospitalised... luckily doesn't affect much on her extremeties... jux tad her hand abit weak... abit excited wen going SGH! seeing terms tad i'm familiar with... scientific scientific one! haha! sometimes really like my course... make me knowledgeable about my own body, sickness.. now learning pharmacology.. understand more abt drugs and route of administration blah blah... haha.. everytime share some knowledge wih my papa but forever is like ~playing piano to a cow~ haha! imagine one day i sick den go see doctor.. ask the doctor wad is the aetiology, pathophysiology blah blah.. bombard him wih all the scientific terms... if give me drug mux ask wad's the pharmacodynamics or kinetics.. haha.. fun sia! go operation mux ask wad's the anaesthesia dosage and by which route of administration... i tink sure die after ask finished.. haha!

while listening to the adults talk i suddenly felt very heavy.. like no energy, reckless and wanted to sleep.. walk around hoping will feel better.. i lean on my papa and told him i'm hungry.. i tink i no energy so he can't hear.. den my mouth like can't control keep mumbling papapapa wen i tried to tell my father i not feeling well.. den nxt min, i dropped to the ground.. no energy at all.. can't see or hear clearly wad's going around me.. all white.. jux knew someone help me up and make me sit one the chair.. the nurse keep asking me if i'm alright.. i can't answer.. like the whole body not mine.. separated frm my brain.. keep yawing and wanted to vomit.. very not well... heard my aunt say -her lips all white her hands very cold- i was like really?? my whole mind is ~fish head, fish head~ my sis bought me hot milo.. felt better after drinking.. at least the body came back to senses.. my head & back sweating like shit.. the room very windy but the sweat keep coming out... my father sae cold sweat... felt very sorry.. i came to visit my grandma den in the end she worried for me.. haix.. 1st time fainted in public... so paiseh.. they ask me wad happen... told them i suddenly felt hungry den keep thinking abt fish head... more hungry until faint... they laugh... so bad... funny mehx? (i noe whoever read tis sure will laugh... sure say all i can tink abt is food.. rite?) they thot i can't stand the medicine smell.. my big uncle came after tad den my aunt go tell him i faint.. he joke joke sae got extra bed in my ah ma's ward.. can accompany my ah ma.. den everyone laugh including me... can laugh means okie liaox..

the nurse asked me to go see doctor... but i dun dare.. later tell me got tis sickness or wad i scared.. consultation onli oso ex.. tis not my 1st time fainting oso... frequently got dizzy spells but is happen at home.. at least i got a bed to rest once it strike... will go off very fast oso.. today is the worst one... haix.. cannot go off hungry anymore.. how lazy oso must eat.. went for fish head dinner at the market originally frm chinatown one.. oh my god! tad's so fabulous! no wonder fainted oso can tink of it... k la... stop here... wanna watch survivor... nitex!

mixed emotions

2006-11-28T00:20:00.000+08:00

tues was a very extreme day for me.. was late for the test due to slow driver and red lights all the way! in mbio quiz, the last qn was easy to score & i thot i confirm will get full marks.. so didn't check the calculations properly.. after the test double check ans wih my frens.. so many got the same ans but differ frm mine! surely mux have careless mistake! i supposed i'm too over confident in myself recently! so frustrated over myself! hate myself for being confident... so many projects coming up and term test coming too... mct quiz sux! sure won't score well.. 7qn-50marks-30min how to complete sia! some more i noe the ans for the paper but no time to complete! i write very fast le and dun care abt neat handwriting still can't complete! see the paper gone like tad! the stress accumulated until tues was so tremendous tad i broke down twice... once in csas lesson.. and before mct tutorial.. went to the window and cry.. another blow wen i got back my mct tutorial quiz and i got 0.. den got pop tutorial quiz again! sure cmi oso.. haix.. forget it larx.. i tink no matter how hard i tried oso no use.. tad was wad i tink tad moment.. really no mood tad noon! many thots rush thru my mind.. got myself back after a while.. it's not too late tad i noe my mistake.. i mux try again! cannot let stress trample me! i dun believe i forever cannot get my goal! start anew!

around evening went to meet my sec skool frens for movie.. so long nvr see them! miss them alot.. didn't tink much abt my stress.. it is a rare chance to meet my frens.. dun wanna dampen the spirits.. watched stepped up.. was not bad.. funny.. haha.. like the small SHHH!! girl.. haha.. the finale was great! was feeling much more better after meeting my frens.. very long didn't noe i still have so many good frens... a gathering once in a while is good.. but it's a pity tad rizal didn't come.. hope to see him in nxt gathering...

frens are hard to come by.. no matter how many misunderstanding stand between the friendship, we should not give up one another.. for they are the best gifts in world.. not alone in tis world wih the warmth!

24th Nov Celebration

2006-11-24T23:47:00.000+08:00

went to marina bay to celebrate sally's birthday.. was quite early wen we reached (6+pm) so very little ppl.. no ppl will fight wih us! the steamboat dinner was fun! shuhui went to take the meat stuffs and she really took alot! haha.. den i aimed the chilli crabs and fried buns! sally love "lala"..she took some vege for the soup.. we very cooperative..take turns to cook.. sally was the bravest one to battle against the live prawns! press the prawn until can't jump.. den shuhui went to try.. she 1st time steamboat very excited.. she kept forgetting her bbq chic and meat.. many times almost overcook... i was eating most of the time..hee..felt bad tad they cook prawns for me den i decided should contribute too.. but tad stupid prawn act dead! wen i put on e bbg plate it jumped! scare me larx! i screamed like shit.. lose face larx! shuhui laugh at me some more.. paiseh man! e stupid prawn keep struggling on the table! deserve it man! can die fast dun wan..create trouble for itself! *orh bi gud* after calming down den start to cook prawns.. many ppl start coming at nitex.. got tis grp of dun noe is jcs or sec skools one.. very big grp and many girls... feel like slapping them.. keep screaming larx.. dun noe is the prawn thing or lizard.. so noisy.. no self respect one.. wanna attract attention.. disturb our fun.. den the meat left alot and we force ourselves to complete scared will kena fine... like marathon..haha.. left two crabs.. can't swallow le.. shuhui decide to tear up the corpse and bury it under our debris.. yeah! finished! so bloated after the steamboat..

went to marina square after tad wih sally to buy present for her brother.. asked shuhui to go home 1st cox was quite late den and she live in tampines.. luckily she nvr follow us.. we run frm shop to shop to search for presents.. most of them gonna close soon.. in the end settled on a brown belt and a necklace.. $50++.. quite envious tad she had older siblings.. got ppl to dote on her.. my sis often sing opposite tune frm me.. not much in common in everything.. haix.. but at least i'm not alone jux tad i have to care instead of being on the receiving end..

*_end of story_*

when i'm in love...

2006-11-17T13:30:00.002+08:00

You take a while to fall in love with someone.

Trust takes time.

You give completely and unconditionally in relationships.

You need your space and privacy.

You don't like to be smothered.

You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change.

You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back.

When you fall, you fall hard.

my aura colour is yellow!

2006-11-17T13:30:00.001+08:00

You're a deeply happy and content person, and you enjoy sharing your cheer with others.

While you may seem like a simple optimist, there is a lot of thinking going on inside you.

The purpose of your life: bringing joy and a better life to others

Famous yellows include: Conan O'Brien, Jenny Mccarthy, Jim Carrey

Careers for you to try: Athlete, Actor, Yoga Instructor

throwing face week..

2006-11-02T20:38:00.000+08:00

nth to do so decided to blog... jux eat finish my marshmallow... nice.. i like candies! lols.. anyway 2day jux went for the NE talk abt security.. dun noe why i so attentive even though i got zero interest in it.. jux went for the sake of SEAL points! but at least i show some respect.. ppl (yr1s) in the row in front of us so damn rude larx! leave in the middle of the forum! one of the speaker asked the qn on wad should the ppl do wen in time of war.. the MC saw the grp leaving and sae "dere...they run away wen there's war.." feel so paiseh for our skool.. got guests present lorx.. haix! dun noe wad to sae.. anyhow one..

yesterday MCT lec so suay.. i was late.. nvr mind.. lizzie reserved seat for me.. wen i sit down i suddenly realised 'he' was jux sitting in the row in front of me and a few seats to the right! wow! can't believe i so lucky! can't concentrate wih such close proximity! quickly sms sally abt my excitement den she replied sae i horny..lolx.. she teach me to pretend my pen drop to his side den.......HAHA! but didn't saw her reply until lec finish.. sayang ah! whole time was observing him.. he like no nid take down notes one sia! jux sit back and listen... really sit back one lorx.. his brain so good mehx.. he so shuai wen he looks serious! lolx... den tad stupid teacher shoot qn to my class.. at 1st to valerie.. i confirm won't kena one.. forever won't so i continue my admiration.. den suddenly JOAN LIM.. i was like ehhh..sounds familar lehx.. very very familar....oh shit! kena called man! so paiseh larx! forget is my name.. used to being called joanne.. suddenly dun noe wad to do.. give crap ans.. thanx to tad stupid teacher help me publicise my name for free.. dun noe he heard anot.. lolx... so paiseh... feel like digging a hole for myself to hide.. tis 2 weeks oso quite lucky.. saw batman quite frequent... dun noe is he bcum muscular or fatter lehx.. like grew in size.. should be muscular larx.. lolx.. he so man and cute! guys who are manly, tanned, mature, cool and cute makes girls drool... lolx.. just like BATMAN! but sad-ed larx.. he graduating very soon.. sobsob.. no more ~ yang yan yang xin~ tonic le.. his my ~love at 1st sight~ HAHAHA! so hard to find good looking guys is ASc skool.. after batman leave den have to depend on 'he' to pamper my eyes.. but he always got tis fierce look and talk oso fierce.. and not tad muscular oso.. haix... batman batman.. i'm jux admiring them not having unnecessary fantasies abt them sort of.. who dun like to see handsome guys rite? i'm normal!

during 1st csas lesson.. we were giving a set of job hunt notes.. i keep making fun of the contents inside and oso tease adrian.. i told adrian tad his interest can put watching chio bu... got tis part in the DO & DON'T section sae dun submit a photo tad look like a criminal.. i laugh until like shit.. adrian oso sae smth very funny... i super high dun noe why... accidently pinch adrain wen i heard the bad news... bcum red sia... lolx.. dun mean to.. den complain to kent.. oh ya.. give them new names.. adrain is adrina back and kent is candy broke.. they live on brokeback mountain.. lolx.. in mr quek's lab.. lizzie and i shoot candy until he wanna cry... lolx.. who ask him dun believe me tad 13 000 g=rcf.. tink i toking crap... i learnt in DRP one lorx! idiot.. look down on my intelligience.. i tink i bcum i big bully in class... provoke me and u die.. lolx.. shit.. i should be kind and sweet... ya.. should be tis way...

i miss those days..

2006-10-30T22:45:00.000+08:00

skoOl reOpen!

2006-10-24T22:59:00.000+08:00

finally skool starts le! tis semester modules veri packed! compensate for last slacking semester.. oso good larx! pay skool fees for studies not to slack! lolx.. got 2 non exam electives! meaning onli again left 3 modules to chiong during sem test! hahaz! so lucky tad i passed AIMM.. tad's the scariest subject i ever take! for tad sem test 24h marathon nvr sleep! thank god! went to play arcade sfter skool on monday! so funny.. me and sally play tad jurassic park and hse of living dead until crazy... like play real life de.. scream so much.. lolx! get away frm us if u dun wan to feel paiseh.. hahax! i so scared until shoot veri fast but nvr aim.. got blister after tad.. our partnership for shooting is getting better! we play until machine jammed and blackout den the person give us 2 more tokens extra.. we didn't say anything.. lolx! after the shooting we cannot calm ourselves down for very long.. after effects..

tues holiday stay at home and watch drama - Delightful Girl Choon Hyang.. lolx! so draggy until i skip many parts.. watch onli funny funny one.. luckily is happy ending or else i sure curse the show! tis holiday i watch alot of korean drama.. i loved WONDERFUL LIFE! it's wonderful! the storyline is so good.. make u laugh in front den cry like hell at the back and happy ending! the little girl so cute larx! she's the soul of tis drama! kim jae won so shuai! i love his smile! heee! but tis show is really good to the core! the part when Shin-Bi got leukemia and have to go thru treatments is damn pitiful.. she cry ah damn powerful.. will make you cry wih her.. and her innocence to everything is so touching.. esp when chaeyoung sae her heart is sick cox she nvr get enuf love frm her parents.. den shin-bi touch her heart and sae you'll be okay frm now cox i will love you... so innocent larx! really good show! even better than GOONG! i tink is BEST of all the drama i watched..

kk.. stop here..

han shin-bi, sarang hae!